i went to the mall today for not very long
i went by a lush and basically stumbled and was weird everywhere… and then they asked me to send over a resume??!? excuse me what?!?!
and idk portland like
i feel like people actually actually see me here? it’s really unnerving (like, i don’t know how to stay calm and just be cool) but it’s also really really validating, and i can’t really explain what’s going on, what’s so different.
the people at lush were mega sweet so i bought this massage bar that i’ve thought smells unreal for yearrsss, so now i smell like sweet cinnamon and mint.
i also tried some mattresses and found one i like, but i think i will wait til memorial day weekend. I don’t move in until june. plus, i really could use the funds.
that is what happened